how cool is it
to have an uncle who tells you
that we can shop till we drop

:))))))))

you can only be described as:

1. shameless
2. thick skin
3. rude
4. cheap

it was all an accumulation
and yesterday's action(s) and 
what i heard today is really the finally straw
people like you, are so full of shit

do not pretend to be such a kind, giving and caring person
oh and not forgetting, understanding
because you are not
i am sick of who you are and how you make use of people
do you not think that i do not have a clue
of what you've been saying
i do not want to confront you
because its going to be a waste of my time
and because you are going to pull the
i-am-a-victimize-friend-cos-she-is-throwing-her-temper-at-me act

if anyone who is reading this
feels that i'm referring to them
it most probably is
please do not bother asking me if its you
cos you are not going to get a reply
you know what you have done.

 

2.54am
still not feeling a teeny weeny
bit of sleepiness at all
insomnia's officially back

note to self:
clear head of thoughts and
remember to stop thinking AND feeling 

2.53am
insomnia
head and thoughts are in a mess
and i'm my worst enemy

sometimes i think that if i didnt know
all could be better
cos then i wouldnt have to pretend
and then hating myself for it

if only i could stop time
then tomorrow will never have to come
and then....and then what?

i am so disgusted by the hypocrisy
and yet, all the more with myself


 

urgh
i simply hate it when people assume
why go through all the trouble assuming?
is it really that difficult to open your mouth and ask
and by asking, i do not mean
forcing your assumptions upon me
and i simply simply detest it
when people go around telling others
about their assumptions as if its the truth



but oh wait...i am sorry
i forgot that you are the i-think-i-know-it-all
or would you prefer to be the oh-so-sensitive-me



janice: i really ought to win that award! and i'm starting to hate myself for it!