i've been neglecting jugem for so long
ごめんね！
but its just been so busy here
and i'll update once i've handed in my assignment (:

and i seriously think tt its karma
my neighbors are like s and l all over again
just worse and there's no way to stop them
there's no anna here!!
i thought that i was up early (6am)
but it seems like i'm not the only one
i can hear them talking and banging around in their room
and oh yes....
they'll bang my wall every now and then too
dont ask me why but they just do

i slipped and wobbled before i finally succumb to gravity.




the mother sat and laughed.



btw...happy cny

tell me again why relationships are fragile
the recent discoveries and confessions
have got me thinking about what's real and what's not

has everything been a facade from the start?
was there a motive set in the beginning?
was everything done and said according to a script?

what's real and what's not?
i cant differentiate between the two now.
there are no more ifs and has been.
it was good while it lasted, i guess.

i swear to myself that i'll never be so gullible again,
i was still secretly hoping and believing
that everything in between was real,
even till the last minute.