tell me again why relationships are fragile
the recent discoveries and confessions
have got me thinking about what's real and what's not

has everything been a facade from the start?
was there a motive set in the beginning?
was everything done and said according to a script?

what's real and what's not?
i cant differentiate between the two now.
there are no more ifs and has been.
it was good while it lasted, i guess.

i swear to myself that i'll never be so gullible again,
i was still secretly hoping and believing
that everything in between was real,
even till the last minute. 

tumblr has been real fun
it's like an all-rounded side of me;
well one in which you obviously have
to read between the lines but
it's also a place where i'm anonymous

but jugem, jugem is just me
(which i hope is not under constant scrutiny)
people know about jugem.
and certain people take jugem out of its context.  
i dont care about what they say and discuss
with regards to the on-goings in jugem.
but jugem is for me.
me and not anyone else.
this is the place for me
to ramble, cry, laugh and reminisce.

i dont let people in.
thus, its a rather huge step for me
when i take the initiative to let people know about jugem.   

this post does not make any sense.
but like all things;
it's meant to be read between the lines.



 

 
以D咪叫自作多情lor!

my hairdresser has got a weird perm
and i think my hair looks funny now...


but oh boy! her assistant is oh-so-cute >.<

呢個世界既人係咁,唔好以為entitle"朋友"既人會對自己負d�彑嫻�,人來人往,根本唔到我地控制,只好珍惜當下擁有既野,其他野唔理得咁多唔期望得咁多